I don’t post a lot… But the past couple of days i have lost the will to do anything anymore. I’ve lost the will to feel, to eat, to hate, to love, and to live. I am so broken. I express to much of my feelings and it ends up making everything worse. She said “I love you but not the way you love me.”it was like deja vu. I immediately broke out into tears.
I called her hoping to understand, but there was nothing. I didn’t understand, it didn’t make sense, and it definitely didn’t stop my tears. I am lost floating in my own tear infested ocean. I love her deeply, but why is she so nonchalantly about these feelings. If I lost here i think I will seriously die. I don’t know what ur future holds, but I hope its something more than just another heart break tale. I know I am different. I love to much, i care to much, i am emotional, and most of all i get to attached. I just want true love the one you read about or the ones you see in movies. it may never happen, but I can hope.
#love #Helplessromantic
Sometimes i wake up thinking that everything is fake.. As if nothing is reality just a perception of thoughts your mind collects and spits out onto a empty canvas being your eyes. Making you believe that this is just a dream. I don’t like the feeling of being used up and thrown to the side. Used for personal enjoyment. Fuck inception…
For some reason I don’t want to be in my head today. Let me dissolve into something, don’t let me think. Thinking becomes toxic
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hybrid-machine (via starfireatnight) ! :0 (via hybrid-machine) It feels nice to travel in my mind |
“Don’t be alarmed I fear we’re falling back to ground don’t be afraid I hear in every word they say that even if you don’t look back be sure find out who was there and what they wore ten more reasons don’t be alarmed I fear we’re falling back to ground….
your face is light and cocaine white”
